God plays strange games

You sometimes feel that you have everything in this world. Everything you ever wanted and are so so happy with your life. Well people if you haven't felt it then start living your life and start appreciating things for goodness sake! Well where was I , ya so you are so happy then a few days later there comes this stupid wish in your head. Now even though you know its next to impossible you still want it. Right , but you know you can't have it! So what do you do. You try to force it out of your head. Avoid the topic, keep yourself so busy that you don't find time for anything else but still when you sleep at night you tend to think about it, you start maybe dreaming about it. Now what do you do? Nothing you can't let people know that you are upset right, so you put up this brave funny front in front of everyone. You laugh, you crack jokes, you help people, you do everything that you usually do, but now you feel a void within you, you are incomplete without your wish. You do have to realise that its not related to work that you work and you'll get the results. Theres a certain thing called destiny which is working against you now, so whats the solution? Beats me! I don't know. If I do come to know I'll let you know, till then, all the best!